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Friday, December 11, 2009
11:54 PM
Two Is Definitely Better Than One
Lately, ive been having second thoughts about going to Australia after i finish my NS. I cant really explain why. A part of me relishes the promise of new challenges and adventures sotospeak. Unfortunately, there's also the other part which cant bear to leave everything behind. And in recent times, the latter has been annoyingly prevalent in my thoughts.
Reason being, im afraid.
I have an almost-monomaniac belief that the best friendships last forever. However, i fear that when i eventually do take my leave, i would be putting every relationship and friendship which i currently have on the line. Im already horribly awkward among people whom im not familiar with; i do not want to have to be horribly awkward among my friends too. Which might just be the case if i really do spend the next few years of my life in another country.
Everything just wont be the same anymore.
Im fast approaching a crossroad in my life. And i have absolutely no idea which path to take...
___ .Do you remember our last meeting? ___
