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Monday, September 21, 2009
1:15 AM

Im Grasping At Straws

I dont know what im doing.

I seriously dont.

I think im just a really really flawed person, who does not have the courage to face up to reality. I live in this isolated bubble of mine, whining(maybe not out loud) about even the most infinitesimal problems, deluding myself into thinking that im always doing the right thing. Im the proverbial spoilt little brat that every parent warns their kids not to to be like. I take lots of things for granted: God, family and friends alike.

Perhaps im trying too hard to change my destiny; i should just stop already.
___ .Do you remember our last meeting? ___