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Saturday, March 15, 2008
11:58 PM
Start Of An Arduous Journey
Beat TJ Alumni 2-0 today. Felt that we didnt play well today as there was no fluidity and fluency in our overall play. Both goals were own goals, so that says a lot.
School reopens on Monday, just as i was just getting used to the holidays. I find that i always feel this way whenever holidays are coming to an end. I guess that it is just human nature to want more. We can never be fully satiated. And as term 2 begins, it also marks the start of a totally new ball game. Literally. The soccer season is going into full swing, and for the next one month or so, we will be playing about 2 games a week. This would also mean that ill be skipping lots of lessons.
*sigh*
I am not even going to try and imagine how much work i will have to catch up with, and the number of tutorials and lectures which i will miss. I have the feeling that sleep is going to be a luxury, rather than a basic necessity in the days to come. :(
The pressure is really mounting. If i do get a place in the starting 11, i will definitely have to justify my place through my performances.
On top of that, there is still the perennial problem of confusion. Confusion leads to self-doubt, self-doubt leads to dispair, dispair leads to me being emo...... (darn, i sound like some jedi)
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