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Sunday, March 30, 2008
10:45 PM
Sense Of Belonging
I had always thought that i had rid myself of these irksome thoughts; after all, one year has gone by, and these burdens should be mere whispers of the past. However, the feeling has come back to haunt me, like an aggrieved spirit deperately seeking justice. I guess it has always lingered in a small part of my brain, just waiting to be brought out of its dormancy.
The feeling of not belonging is this enduring 'monster'. It feeds on depression and sadness, and drains one's vitality and zest in life.
Recent circumstances have undoubtedly awakened this feeling within me. Why do i feel like i dont belong in my class or even my school? I used to love being in 22/07, so what is happening now?
This feeling may be subjective, as i have recently been experiencing an influx of negative emotions. It might just be temporarily; and i certainly hope that it is..
___ .Do you remember our last meeting? ___
