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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
10:33 PM
Emotional Wreck
I dont really know whats been happening to me these past few days. I have never felt more lost in my life. Over the course of the last 6 days, it has felt like weeks, months and even years have gone by. I have been experiencing a whole spectrum of emotions, which has ranged from contentment to jealousy to sheer despondence. Being weighed down by tons of homework, feeling the pressure of having to perform well in soccer and other complications in my life have seriously taken its toll on me. I can be cheerful and laughing at one moment but minutes later i can be equally depressed and disoriented. Such is the erratic situation that i am in now.
I am trying very hard to control my emotions... however, i fail miserably. Sometimes, I am on the verge of just breaking down and not caring about anything anymore. My faith in God is not waning, but ive not exactly been depending on Him a lot through this tumultuous period of my life.
“There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass” (Charles Kuralt)
How apt...
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