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Saturday, January 5, 2008
10:58 PM
Winner At A Losing Game
Baby, look here at me
Have you ever seen me this way
I've been fumblin' for words
Through the tears and the hurt and the
Pain
I'm gonna lay it all out
On the line tonight
And I think that it's time
To tell this uphill fight goodbye
[CHORUS]
Have ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain
And if love is really forever
I'm a winner at a losin' game
I know that baby, you tried
To find me somewhere inside of you
But you know you can't lie
Girl, you can't hide the truth
Sometimes two hearts
Just can't dance to the same beat
So I'll pack up my things
And I'll take what remains of me
[Repeat Chorus]
I know that I'll never be the man that you need or love
Yeah, baby it's killin' me to stand here and see
I'm not what you've been dreamin' of
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh, oh, if love is really forever
I'm a winner at a losin' game
Ooo, I'm tired of losing
Oh, oh, oh
The song above is by Rascal Flatts and i personally think that its a really meaningful song. The lyrics really portray the feelings of unrequited love. Trying to get the person you like to reciprocate your feelings for him or her can be very challenging. It is indeed like trying to catch the rain.
Some of my classmates have said that ive been unusually quiet in school over the last few days. I may talk rather animatedly at times; but when im not talking, i would just stare into blank space. Im really not sure what im feeling. One particular burden has been weighing me down, i guess. Lets just say that whenever i hear this song, the feelings of self-doubt and helplessness are intensified.
Im really at a loss...
___ .Do you remember our last meeting? ___
