Ive a match this Sat. TJ's 1st friendly against another jc team since after promos. And its against MJ... OMG I am seriously very scared that i will screw up the match. The past few trainings have been quite ok, but i am still very apprehensive about how i will perform on sat. See, my biggest downfall is that once i make a mistake in the game, my confidence drops like ten-fold, and i make even more mistakes. :(
I have been tempted to quit tj soccer on many occasions throughout the course of the year. I feel that maybe im just not cut out for field soccer. Those were dark times, seriously. I was super off-form, and during many trainings, i played like it was my first time playing the beautiful game. However, my captain and some close friends encouraged me to persevere to keep improving various parts of my game.
I feel that i am more composed and confident now. But this mj game will be my first real test....
