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Monday, September 22, 2008
8:11 PM
Thoughts
I dont really know what to feel. "You reap what you sow" An age-old saying which aptly describes my situation now.
I was always going to fail maths. The initial disappointment of seeing my marks was quickly overcome by a numbing sense of indifference, which is very disconcerting. I really need to convert this into motivation to drive me to work harder.
A definitive wake-up call.
And then there was the session with my class cell group.
Upon its conclusion, i felt a kind of warmth. Cant explain it; but for me, it marked a sort of easing of tensions. Which is good if it lasts.
And of course, the perennial problem of mindset. Wanting to study hard versus the urge to relax and slack; a battle which always rages within me.
I shall put my trust in Him, to grant me discipline, peace of mind and motivation.
Psalms 18:2 - The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
___ .Do you remember our last meeting? ___
